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[sid] => 181736
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Brain Fried
[time] => 2015-09-06 11:16:02
[hometext] => It just has to stop
[bodytext] => Trapped in my head All of the time Racing thoughts Cloud my mind It’s to the point Where I cannot move I can’t seem to get away from it Even when I snooze Half of the time I can’t even sleep All I can do is continue to weep About everything I’ve done in my past The memories keep racing… they race so fast I’m taking my medication as prescribed I don’t know why I’m left feeling bribed For it doesn’t seem to help with the problem at hand I wish they would give me something that would take command Suicidal thoughts happen all of the time I can’t tell anyone because to them it’s a crime So how am I supposed to free myself from my mind? Self-medication seems to do just fine The only problem with that Is it brings me so far down To the point where I don’t feel safe and sound So I guess ill just stay Brain Fried in my head I’m confident now that Ill soon be dead Because I really can’t take this life anymore Ill never find a way to get off this score [comments] => 0 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 13 [informant] => blknwht [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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