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[sid] => 180108
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[aid] => mick
[title] => pasting a smile
[time] => 2014-12-23 00:00:35
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I force a smile for everyone to see I even lie to myself, so they'll let me be The lies that I've told have doubled in size where not even I can see the pain in my eyes I walk to school with a single hope that sooner rather than later I'll know where to go But everyday as I walk through my door I think to myself that I'm looking for more Every night something gives in my heart cries for mercy on a single whim It releases all the pain, all of the doubt I finally crawl into bed and whimper throughout The next morning it happens all over again I paste on a smile for my family and friends I go through the same crap each day willing my heart to not break and sway [comments] => 1 [counter] => 232 [topic] => 63 [informant] => FireStarter [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => hbadday )
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