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[sid] => 17833
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Suicidal Love
[time] => 2003-05-19 23:45:00
[hometext] => i had to edit this poem due to the explicity that was in it.
[bodytext] => loving you was never hard
but losing you i'm now emotionally scarred all because i was ill but losing you caused me to kill not a friend or enemy but the person i chose to kill was s***ty ol' me weapon of choice was a blade cutting and cutting my problems begin to fade dont think this was your fault for your tears will help clean my wounds from the salt the salt being your family who continuously despised and hated me we could have made this work out but she refused and often pout she made you feel like you were a mistake but everything she ever said was just like me, it was fake for you are far from perfect but better then your mom love your kids and not hit them when your unable to stay calm stay away from the drugs and alcohol for they are the factors that started it all i tried to help when you were down i tried to stop her from pushing you around but she has more power then me for she is the dog and i am the flea now she's ***** because i made my choice my wrist is bleeding damp and moist but this is something she can't change her power is not out of range i have found that i have more power when it comes to my own life, a wiltered flower but now i'm gone and looking over you sadly enough, now is when you say i love you too [comments] => 1 [counter] => 304 [topic] => 43 [informant] => regret_nothing [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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