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[sid] => 17802
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => next time
[time] => 2003-05-19 09:05:00
[hometext] => This is just about one of those kinds of relationships where you always end up going back no matter how ***** off you get.
[bodytext] => Open my eyes to one more grey sky
Untangle suicidal sheets from around my body Go through the motions one more time Just to catch a glimpse of what I'll never feel And I would give anything Yes I would give anything Just about anything To be in that place where you are The same routine On the same old screen False pretenses And hollow smiles I hate you For leaving me without you You pushed yourself away from me How can you be so mean? Come play with me Come waste away with me Nevermind I just wish it would rain My world consists of nothing But various shades of grey You took my kaleidoscope of color And I don't believe in you Anymore Please hurt me Break me with your words And cause me pain Because I can't stand feeling nothing I would rather despise you I know the tears are there But they're mad at me And refuse to fall I want so bad to hate you But instead I'm indifferent I hate being me So kiss me hard Because this is the last time I'll let you Until the next time And you'll stare at me in confusion And watch me as I walk away And you won't see my tears You'll never see my tears I?ll find some distraction And I'll use it as my drug To mask the pain you're giving me To hide away my fears I'm scared of you And scared of me Scared of the truth Scared of what I can't feel Yes I am but flesh and blood But never human I would like to think I was invincible That your eyes didn't hurt me But I'm a liar That's all I'll ever be I'll burn your letters Put away your pictures Shed my tears And scream my rage And wait for the next time Because there's always a next time With you [comments] => 1 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 6 [informant] => sideshowrunaway [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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