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[sid] => 17793
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => What Can I Do?
[time] => 2003-05-19 04:35:00
[hometext] => Something I wrote when I was alone at night
[bodytext] => There's too many obstacles, too many choices
Inside my head, I hear so many voices I swear I try to keep my life on track But its so hard, I can't always react I'm doing the best to keep myself sane, But without your help, its just not the same Suicide crept inside my mind; it stays I could hear its cold voice whisper its many ways All these question swirl in my mind My past stalks me; I can't leave it behind All of those thoughts and memories takes me breath away Someday, it will all disappear. Someday.. Should I wait for some kind of sign? Or take my life away; make death mine For now, I'll just sit and wait For maybe, I may collide with fate Every day, I watch everyone around me I can't take it; they're all so happy Why am I the one who can't contend? Why is my wish for my life to end? At night I lie in my bed, wide awake I go insane every now and then, its my sake I'm so used to it, I don't mind it anymore Insanity is closer to me now then it was before [comments] => 2 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 13 [informant] => ruby_star_angel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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