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[aid] => mick
[title] => Fanatic Envy
[time] => 2014-02-17 02:04:42
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[bodytext] => O happy, confident, charming, handsome man. So magnetic is your presence. So seductive is your gaze. People flock to you and throw upon your alter all of their love. I hate you. I hate you because you have never had to suffer. Suffering is as alien to you as your happiness is to me. Your fortune permeates out of you the same way my misery oozes out of me. Man of beauty and talent, what kind of devilish God has deemed it necessary to taunt me with your grace? I hate you, and spit on your benevolent visage. You and your followers gaze upon me like an unholy monstrosity, like some abominable thing that is entirely beneath you. You shun me for being a broken human being. Why has fortune favored you, and not me? O happy and joyous man! Hear me! I want to see you shattered! I want to stand on all of your broken dreams. I want to see your God forsake you, and your followers turn and devour you! O shining beacon of a man, I want you to know what it is like to be me! You should know what it feels like to have your candle snuffed out over and over again. I want to see you suffer until all you know is darkness, and can no longer comprehind what it means to shine! [comments] => 3 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 75 [informant] => Sirath [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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