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[sid] => 176823
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Anguish Crushes Me
[time] => 2013-09-06 18:55:19
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[bodytext] => I feel a darkness growing inside me. And a light that tries to fight it. I feel sorrow building in my gut. And a joy that tries to kill it. I have so many things in this world. But I feel like I have nothing. I am angry, and disgusted I perish more each day because of this All I want is a way out But there is no escape from this place Only a place to hide, where I remain afraid I fight with my own actions I run from my own thoughts I have no value to anyone Not even myself. So I try to build up a tolerance of myself and those around me But it just continues to make me grow more angry And I don't know how to fight it anymore. So I remain here, inside Trapped beneath this pile of anguish Struggling just to breathe and keep myself alive in this place. ArloDisarray, PLEASE: To help keep this site INTERACTIVE, please read and comment on at least 3 poems by our other authors for each one you submit. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 75 [informant] => ArloDisarray [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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