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[sid] => 17537
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Too Much To Ask For
[time] => 2003-05-14 05:35:00
[hometext] => For Dean. The distance is really starting to get to me and screw me up. Or as I like to say, it's toying with my emotions. :P
[bodytext] => It's not the loneliness that's making me cry for once
It's knowing that I messed up Remembering all the times I turned away For what was really no reason at all Knowing I've screwed up on everything I ever could With everyone I ever had That's why I didn't want to be with you I was certain I would hurt you - and I did Even after you telling me you believed in me not to How could I be so stupid? I thought I was doing fine But now I realize how wrong I've been Expecting you to always come to me After always turning away from you Frustrating you, testing you To see if you cared enough to bother And then not stopping to think you might have a dream Just because I didn't I swear I'm trying to think of you a little more But I won't pretend or lie What I feel is real and I won't hide it from you I need you near me and that matters too Could I be your someone, could I be your everything? And do you really love me more? Does all she's put you through mean nothing at all? How does it feel to know she still loves you? I hate the way her name always sounds coming out of your mouth I hate how she's always there And would it matter at all Or could you brush it off and forget it? Or would you tell her things I'll never know you said? And why the hell do you still care at all? Could you protect me from myself By saving me from the pain of loneliness? I know it's wrong but I'm mad at you for not being here I can't take it anymore! Good night, sweet dreams I cry myself to sleep again It hurts to lie here Without your arms surrounding me I'm so sorry That I can't do anything right But all that I want And need in this world is you near ...Is that so much to ask for? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 48 [informant] => MoonlitAngel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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