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[aid] => mick
[title] => Despare
[time] => 2013-02-18 15:00:37
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[bodytext] => Why do I feel as If I am the only one? I feel as if my world is coming undone The harder I swim, its as if I am sinking I am good enough, that was my thinking The further along the time grinds on the more that I feel like I am a moron I thought that It would be hard indeed But the effort would do it, im about to concede Everyday I wake up all the same Sitting in class, wondering why that I came The further into each lecture we go The more I feel like I am about to blow I know that it should not be so easy I expected them to be hard, im feeling queasy Just today, I think, all I have to do is try Instead, this day has made me want to cry My heart is heavy, my body is tired I wish I could be truly inspired Instead of this weight pulling me down Making me feel like every class' clown I am sinking further into despair I am a fish drowning away in the air Why can't I just get catch my breath Before I struggle to my death I can't keep this up, my worlds in upheaval This just cannot be right, this place is evil When will it be that my heart is at rest can I survive this ultimate test? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 80 [topic] => 48 [informant] => kihr [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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