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[sid] => 175103
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => TIRED OF RUNNING FROM THE MONSTER THAT CHASES ME
[time] => 2013-02-12 16:47:05
[hometext] => anxiety mindfulness
[bodytext] => I am tired of running from the monster that chases me I am angry and want to blow myself up I am scared and angry Fight back or run? I stop and breathe Sit down Afraid to sit but forcing myself anyway Sinking deep into dark warm pool Sensing something , is it God? Help me let go of self destructive passive aggressive anger that is blowing up my life Help me stop running from my inner monstrous critic and overseer Help me to remember to see your loving compassion, the cup that runneth over in the valley of death Help me Spirit to breathe in your fruits of patience, wisdom Help me awaken the Buddha-nature/Counselor/Comforter Help me embrace my cross so that I may be resurrected with you. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 92 [topic] => 61 [informant] => psychdocg [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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