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[sid] => 174756
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My wish
[time] => 2013-01-07 19:44:07
[hometext] => Just one last thing to write
[bodytext] => No matter how hard I wish by the phone, For one call, For one simple text, For one smile across my face. I could wish hard, But I know you would never come back, Even if I died, You would still be with him. He deserves happiness, I chose this path, So I could save others, But don't I deserve something. I got my other half back, But it could never be enough for you. I want to change, I want to see you, Look into my eyes, And tell me one last time, I love you. I'm more than alone, I'm broken with my soul. I put a fake smile on my face, Just to see you pass for the day. Inside I want you, I would kill for you, But I'm never worth that to you. I said goodbye last night, And the thought of suicide will not stop running in my mind. You think I'll live happy ever after, But in reality I'm broken ever after. I want the best for you, And obviously that's not me. I have nothing left to say, My emotions are hidden forever, My heart is with you, And my body is breaking through. I love you and here is my wish for you, Forget me, Live my dream, Live what I could never have, Always never look back. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 100 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Jordanarce17 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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