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[sid] => 17453
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => shooting words as weapons..
[time] => 2003-05-12 11:35:00
[hometext] => conflicted im confused.
[bodytext] => Plain and simple, get the hell away
I want you gone, look at me, can’t you see Your presence makes me seethe and if I may So politely ask, get the hell away, Please! I have heard your words already I heard you, and they became in mind assimilated And oozed in and out of my ears and soul Now I feel ready to defiantly, but indifferently embrace an inevitable destiny.. belated You have reminded me, thanks a lot Of everything, bittersweet though, I ever wanted to be And in a despairing web of thoughts I am caught And reminded of an old destiny I thought was inevitability me. Enough! Look at me, with my eyes I beseech you- To stop talking- get away, stop reminding Can you not take the look in my eyes as a clue? Your words are slicing weapons, they don’t care, I close my eyes, I wish I was blind. You have already depleted my energy and will The only way to forget all this and recover myself Is if your presence is abolished; killed Lessened, by times unnoticeable stealth. I like to believe my entity is a forbidden, rusted lock. I hate the fact, however, you are this vexing and imposing key That, I’ll admit, unexpectedly opened the forbidden but Knocked Everything I protected so no one could see… but me. You’re not going away yet, I hate being putty in anyone’s hands I am not weak and easy- I am a guy! You make me feel cheap and…. I cant hide it, you got me good. I am a coward- I sigh. Listen, last chance go, just leave, WAIT, STOP! I guess you beat me, you weren’t playing a game, but you got me right in the zone. I need your help, I’m afraid, your words hurt, but don’t stop. I know I need you, I hope you’ll be here, I’m scared of the inevitable, I don’t want to be alone [comments] => 1 [counter] => 242 [topic] => 25 [informant] => stateofgray [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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