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[aid] => mick
[title] => 30 Seconds.
[time] => 2012-10-28 15:32:26
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[bodytext] => I feel sick You want a poem or raw emotion? 11 years of pure devotion This is freestyle 30 second ***** Peel back the skin Reach within Pull your heart out and let it bleed onto the screen Another sick attempt to make you understand what I'm feeling Staring at a ceiling inside a room in which I never sleep Too busy weeping and crying Because my mom lays awake every night thinking about her kids and grand kids and the fact that she's slowly dying I dunno why I'm in love with you 11 years without an answer Yes I got drunk...said hateful things... All because my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer So hate me forever That's ok I should know better, be more Mindful of things I say But you treat me like a no name nobody, eventho I love you more now than I did yesterday And that's the case every day I'm not crazy and I'm definately not insane Just a little bit older and a lot wiser from the pain I hate my brain I hate my mouth even more for the ***** I can't explain I cause pain when all I do is love I was never baptized and I'm thankful... Because I truly believe there's no "god" above If there was you would understand....that I've loved you since the very day and second you touched my hand....and looked at me like you knew all my sins that I carried within...and somehow loved me anyways....You looked at me like it was perfectly ok to be not perfect at all. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 205 [topic] => 50 [informant] => Bleedthelove [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ApologyPoetry )
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