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[aid] => mick
[title] => For all to relate
[time] => 2012-08-29 20:47:01
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[bodytext] => Darkness, it surrounds me Its veil is from which I cannot flee I’m so scared, but what will be, will be Will I still be here on the morrow? Or will my shoulders be overcome with pain and sorrow This doesn’t make sense It lacks in depth, it has no dense But it is like my mind Have a look and pain is all you will find Can you feel the emotion in every single wave? Can you see me be crushed, no matter how much I gave? How can it be, that I am still here? Is it because I have this suicidal fear I’ve never been good enough, so why would this change My pain and panic attacks are the only thing ever in range I just need to know why I feel like this If I was to leave, is anything here that I would miss See what you don’t know is I think about it every night Will I make it through, or will I never again see the light Will I fall through as more pain comes, or will I continue this impossible fight? We all have these insecurities but for me it’s deeper And every time I fall it seems to be a little steeper You tell me to trust, but how can I trust you How many times have you let me down so far, is it more than two? I’m ***** over it, so I just hit the wall again And the pain cancels out the anger, with a meaningful pang Why, why, why, why That’s right, I’m not afraid to cry Because I saw some horrors, things you could never ever think And it’s this images that spring to mind, with a light as movement as a wink Everyday about 5 attacks come I stay calm on the surface, while on the inside I yearn to scream and run You don’t understand, mate after mate he watched die And promise after promise, he watched turn to lie 10% of you will relate The rest of you are the cause for this fear and hate I wish I was dumb, a mindless being Maybe then I could block out all emotions from what I’m seeing There are 3 sides to me; most of you will ever see the first First is the happy fake me that fills societies’ thirst The second is the loving caring me, the one that would die for my girl The only thing that makes me happy, she is the perfect girl And the third, which is never shown because you will never understand The one which brings you down silently and the more you fight the quicker you drown It’s like a sick twisted type of quicksand Most night’s I’m so overcome with this visions and nightmares That I lose all sense of being, and all my physical wares Awake screaming and twisting, as it feels like my hearts being torn Day after day, night after night, I’m left to mourn No matter what you say, how much you think you understand and know There is always more of me which I will never show Can you feel my heartbeat start to quicken Can you see my blood begin to thicken? As every beat sends adrenaline and fear into my soul Creating an even bigger black hole Never trust anyone, we are selfish things It’s like trusting a bee, naïve to its stings I just want to know why, why my life holds all this bull ***** Why day after day to I have to have these fits Why do I cop all this, was I born to die? Was I born under a broken angel, too hurt to fly? Why is it just when I’m feeling okay, there comes sadness tidal? Why is it I am always feeling suicidal I have so many questions, but I don’t know how much time is left At the next corner of the road should I turn right, or left? It’s the little things in life I dunno how to handle anymore I just need to find something worth fighting for Anything at all, I just need to believe Before I tumble to my death, as horrifically picturesque as an autumn leave Now this is for anyone who has ever felt this way, Who has these fears inside them, or because other people make them pay At the end of the path, there will be something that has made all the fighting worth it Something or someone that fills that empty pit It’s almost like you are being rewarded for passing the test And from then on you will always be given the best So keep your head up, when things look impossibly down And keep on your unique smile, lose the frown Because the truth is you are your own worst enemy and it kills you I hope one day, you survive to see this is true [comments] => 2 [counter] => 328 [topic] => 13 [informant] => damian [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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