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Array ( [sid] => 173466 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => You dont understand! [time] => 2012-07-28 06:28:35 [hometext] => In this world no one feels they can be themselves, you feel a pressure, a expectation to be someone.....something your not. You feel left in the dark like no one around you knows how you feel. I do. [bodytext] => No one actually understands the pain I go through every day.
The burden I carry upon myself.
Every day it eats me away,
Day after day the pain becomes worse.
It’s an anger I constantly carry within myself.
I hate the person I am.

I’m unhappy,
I’m not good at anything,
I hide everything away,
And the more I do.
The more anger,
Pain and hurt there is to carry every day.

I have emotions that don’t go away;
It’s like a cold presence that stays with me.
I feel deceased from the world.
I carry feelings that no one could ever understand.
I never tell,
I never speak too afraid,
To complicated.

I wake up of a morning wishing that one morning I just don’t awake.
I hate being here;
I’m only a burden to everyone who’s around me.
I’m a disappointment to so many people.
I have an anger deep within that rages out and wants to be free.
I try holding it back for as long as I can,
But not always am I strong enough.
I break.

I have no happiness,
All darkness not even the slightest bit of light.
Some days I just want to break,
I wanna fade away into the darkest place possible.
To die would be a better place,
One where giving up is easy.
No place here on earth,
Have I wished to not be here?
Yes…

You don’t understand the anger I have.
You don’t understand the rage that lies beneath my flesh.
The person I am, I don’t know myself.
I can’t even remember the last time I remember myself happy.
I put on a face,
A face of smiles,
A face where nothing seems wrong.

Strong for my friends,
But weak and worthless are my true colours.
So many expectations of life today,
Is anyone able to be them self?
I know i cant, I'll hide away,
Hide so far in.

Away for a day,
The pain still wont go away.
Hear my screams,
Watch me cry.
This will be my last day,
Now it's my time to die.
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You dont understand!

Contributed by LauranHyde on Saturday, 28th July 2012 @ 06:28:35 AM in AEST
Topic: DarkPoetry



No one actually understands the pain I go through every day.
The burden I carry upon myself.
Every day it eats me away,
Day after day the pain becomes worse.
It’s an anger I constantly carry within myself.
I hate the person I am.

I’m unhappy,
I’m not good at anything,
I hide everything away,
And the more I do.
The more anger,
Pain and hurt there is to carry every day.

I have emotions that don’t go away;
It’s like a cold presence that stays with me.
I feel deceased from the world.
I carry feelings that no one could ever understand.
I never tell,
I never speak too afraid,
To complicated.

I wake up of a morning wishing that one morning I just don’t awake.
I hate being here;
I’m only a burden to everyone who’s around me.
I’m a disappointment to so many people.
I have an anger deep within that rages out and wants to be free.
I try holding it back for as long as I can,
But not always am I strong enough.
I break.

I have no happiness,
All darkness not even the slightest bit of light.
Some days I just want to break,
I wanna fade away into the darkest place possible.
To die would be a better place,
One where giving up is easy.
No place here on earth,
Have I wished to not be here?
Yes…

You don’t understand the anger I have.
You don’t understand the rage that lies beneath my flesh.
The person I am, I don’t know myself.
I can’t even remember the last time I remember myself happy.
I put on a face,
A face of smiles,
A face where nothing seems wrong.

Strong for my friends,
But weak and worthless are my true colours.
So many expectations of life today,
Is anyone able to be them self?
I know i cant, I'll hide away,
Hide so far in.

Away for a day,
The pain still wont go away.
Hear my screams,
Watch me cry.
This will be my last day,
Now it's my time to die.




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Re: You dont understand! (User Rating: 1 )
by soulsongs on Saturday, 28th July 2012 @ 08:01:47 AM AEST
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I have felt like that - have you tried meditating - it helps me :)


Re: You dont understand! (User Rating: 1 )
by thehotshotpoet on Saturday, 28th July 2012 @ 10:22:49 AM AEST
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i really like this poem so please let me say this as the father of 5 teenage girls.in order for anyone else to believe in you they say you must believe in yourself.& i as a father refuse to believe that.
I'm willing to bet there are alot of people in your world that believe in you but just maybe they have a hard time saying it to you?
some people are that way,I
thank you for sharing
the hot shot poet


Re: You dont understand! (User Rating: 1 )
by Crimson on Monday, 30th July 2012 @ 03:18:24 AM AEST
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this poem almost made me cry. i want to give you a hug. :(




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