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[sid] => 173438
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I imagine to understand.
[time] => 2012-07-24 15:02:06
[hometext] => I don't understand. But I imagine instead- maybe I am all wrong, perhaps not. Maybe it'll all be ok, god has funny ways of working.
[bodytext] => Isolated and confused. Nobody quite understands. How much more. Can I really withstand. You grin through it Have to carry on. Forced to be brave. Blackmailed to be strong. Your exploding exploiting Stomach of torment. The stab the convulsion. And over you’re bent. The sweat and the sorrow A permit forever God why don’t you help.? Make it go, make it better. I just want a break from you The medication and resent. I want rid of your for good, Your only a torment. I’m trying so so hard To make you stop the attack. But the more they try to help. The worse your fighting back. Are you out to misery me. Taking everything you can have. Tearing bits and pieces off of me. Leaving me with a bag. A bag of nonsense necessary. To keep you fighting on. Sick and tired to the bones with you. Restless with being strong. I’m exhausted with you. Exhausted with this life. My heads full up.. totally. I just want it to be alright. I want to be told it’s going to be alright that someone understands you and how they can kill you disperse of you, get rid and throw you however they wish whatever they wish I want you thrown away I just want to be me with my life without you a constant reminder of the pain I have yet to endure. -I only imagine to understand what this feels like. A disease that hunts you and haunts you. 3 [comments] => 0 [counter] => 129 [topic] => 48 [informant] => CommasCanSeperate [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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