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[aid] => mick
[title] => my god damn nerves are killing me.
[time] => 2012-07-18 15:37:15
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[bodytext] => in sunny days and sparkling nights, inside my veins, insomniac until the morning light well you don't know what to do with me, because i like beautiful melodies that tell horrible stories and i like finishing off bottles of wine until i can finally rest my head at night im lost in a sea, the bottom is too far out of reach and the top..well i'll never make it up there, i cant not breathe anymore the bottle is where i place my journies and my extended sympathies i wish you could see what my nerves are doing to me ithink its them who make me drink til the last drop until i can do nothing more in my life then promise myself one day i will stop and i can feel it eating away my visceral parts as they struggle to complete me im letting my organs down by this abuse but i cant sleep at night without the use its all these nerves nerves what they are doing to me how my nerves are killing me i will write a book but i wouldnt survive anxiety over anxiety i'd just drown in the wine but the weight of the world stops being so heavy when i have a couple of chasers inside me my nerves they are killing me my nerves will be the god damn death of me [comments] => 0 [counter] => 120 [topic] => 48 [informant] => cherryamber [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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