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[sid] => 172856
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => here the real me finally sits, ready to love
[time] => 2012-06-06 14:52:27
[hometext] => relatinship
[bodytext] => here i sit, finally the real me not the little girl, who set us free for years love was not an option for me because the little girl felt it wasnt meant to be I'm not mad or angry any more, about the past I'm j ust glad to be free and in some peace at last thats not to say i never felt the desire for a man but love and a relatinship was not in the plan i could not truly give him what he needed from me I could not be the woman he would need me to be a warm body in need of affection giving way to his charms not a woman wanting to truly lay in his arms for me sex was the name of the game no strings, no lies, no blame but now that i am free of the past and the little girl that shielded me love is now an option that i see i am not the same woman set on being alone those feelings are all gone all i know is everything happens when it's suppose to and i am open to all things new i dont just want the love of any man i want the man that is in my lifes plan the one that God will send to me and i pray he opens my eyes to see the man, that he sent to be apart of my destiny [comments] => 1 [counter] => 232 [topic] => 25 [informant] => desire [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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