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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Girl of My Dreams
[time] => 2012-05-17 05:21:00
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[bodytext] => I found the girl of my dreams But it was not to be, it seems She left me already And im left, unsteady And hoping she will come back Or she will realise we belong when she comes to pack My best friend since junior school When I am with her, im left smiling like a fool She means the absolute world to me It’s like all this fogs hanging over, as im sailing the sea The sea of insecurity and loss, of anger and hate I always thought of you and I as fate Not only my girl, but my best mate But fate ***** me over And kicked me out of the ground like I was just a clover You see I hated myself before you came Every day and night seemed like it’s all the same Always been rejected, pushed away and cut deep Now im left in this mess you ignore or call a ***** heap This is the time when the drinking started you see But like all things it was bittersweet and had a fee The mornings were too hard, nothing to wake up for So I quit work, and look at me now, im the poorest poor And this all started from a heartbreak You all laugh and judge, but I’m sick of being fake I miss that girl more than life itself She is all I ever wanted, I don’t care about wealth To have her back in my arms, that’s all I wish I would chase her like she’s nemo, if I were a fish Now it’s late one night Im cold and alone, im given up the fight I need someone so I call her phone Instantly she skitzes up, why is she so angry, whys she using this tone? She tells me im messed up, and helps what I need Then she tells me to kill myself, and do everyone a deed In that moment I felt like death So of course I reached for my old mate, meth And I hit the drugs hard and deep While everyone sat back and watched me weep And every moment seemed to go by at a creep You can sit by all your life and preach for love But that’s messed up, we aren’t angels or doves Love brings more pain, and leaves nothing to gain You’re completely slain, then left alone in the rain Until you get as high as a crane, and go insane All because you made a wrong turn down this lane And it’s stupid, yeah it was all in vain You’re alone, left to mellow and wane Like the petals of a flower In the spring, as they lose their power I lay here, knowing im all alone There’s no point reaching for the phone It’s almost surprising as my own arm brings down the knife One more tear tracks down my face, As I put an end to my twisted life [comments] => 1 [counter] => 256 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Damian [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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