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[aid] => mick
[title] => sleep then awake
[time] => 2012-04-30 08:46:43
[hometext] => Hello I many of times felt sad and depressed. I was in a rally bad place emotionally and mentally at one point. i also thought if i did die would anyone care.I wrote this as a way to relieve some of the pain and to convince myself not kill myself.
[bodytext] => Dreaming i say “Cry Cry cry…… Die die die….. Goodbye bye bye ….. God please tell me why why why…….. I am ready to fly fly fly………………” Yesterday today and tomorrow I awake With an unbearable sensation of sorrow, pain and ache loads of liquid falling atop my nostrils to fill a lake yearning to do something which is my existence to take in a snowstorm I am just merely a spic on a flake but one that god almighty can make yet again comes the thought of take it is because I never get my piece of cake for me people would not even start to bake they do this not realizing what is at stake that one day there will be a wake one day I will not wake when this happens will anyone shake will they even sigh for god sake today I will drive my car with no brake that way it will evaporate the flake it is the request of a kind of cupcake and I am the only one that knows how to bake no more sorrow, pain, and ache no more dreaming of death then awake But wait did anyone shake How will I know for god’s sake I will then just drive with the most sophisticated brake I will ask for guidance on all my cakes I will chose carefully on who will bake Aid and happiness is what I will take . Falling back to sleep dreaming “ I will not ever cry no cry will not cry I will not die no die will not die Suicidal thoughts I now say Goodbye bye bye Why did I have them in the first place…. why God please tell me why why why…….. I am ready to spread my wings of happiness no lie I am ready to fly fly fly” [comments] => 1 [counter] => 1363 [topic] => 36 [informant] => JOSEJAD [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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