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[aid] => mick
[title] => back and forth
[time] => 2012-03-26 21:00:31
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[bodytext] => looking in the mirror but no one's there physically i am mentally im in a world of self hate a world of longing to be held by someone who actually cares i stare i stare back at my reflection hoping to see a glimpse of life cold angry eyes are all i see I see through my desperate act i see through the jokes I tell humor is merely just a cover up for the mess i call my brain confused who am i what am i doing why cant i be someone other than myself i drink i drink till the pain is gone im numb numb of emotions i have not learned to handle i just want to be happy Im a lair a fake to everyone around me im happy when in reality im just trying to glue all my pieces back together im like a puzzle missing a piece i will never be figured out not by me not by anyone im nothing by a lost cause trying to make it in what we call life but where am i trying to go the road im taking now is slicing me to the core i stand beside myself i watch the blood drain from my body and finally... im free [comments] => 0 [counter] => 49 [topic] => 13 [informant] => toots343 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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