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[aid] => mick
[title] => Ready to Lose
[time] => 2012-02-28 09:14:09
[hometext] => As I started to find myself the last couple of years, I have both had struggles and triumphs...
[bodytext] => I used to feel empty Broken inside Lost with no where To really confide Ready to lose Give in To whatever I feel No matter the sin For what was the reason? What was the cause? Of living in pain Only seeing the flaws No way to win Or understand Just holding the knife In my right hand Ready to lose Give in To whatever I feel No matter the sin For what am I worth? If this evil lurks inside me? I must be Satan’s spawn What else can it be? What other option do I have? How can I deny? When to continue fighting I’m just living a lie Ready to lose Give in To whatever I feel No matter the sin But then something happened I was set free Not from the pain Just from me I put down the knife Picked up your word Where in my heart I felt you Lord Ready to lose Give in To whatever I feel No matter the sin This no longer the case No longer my fear And with the truth I shed a tear For I do have worth And I’m not alone For so long I’ve just tried too hard To be on my own I forgot that you were always there To carry the burdens I could not bare! [comments] => 0 [counter] => 124 [topic] => 19 [informant] => Butterflyperfect [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => InspirationalPoems )
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