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[aid] => mick
[title] => Re-visiting the past
[time] => 2012-01-29 13:45:03
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[bodytext] => My guts are spilling, burning, churning Re-living my past, explaining the unexplainable Trying to pass on a decade of learning In a language that doesn't seem to exist Memories and feelings tumbling down my cheeks As the rawness comes flooding into my soul Giving in and letting you see me weak Wanting nothing more than to curl up in your arms The feeling of neglect, hopelessness and insignificance When all I wanted was to be important So I shall stride on in defiance The thickest of walls protecting me from the ones I hold dear Did I do something so very wrong, To be deserving of the lot I got in life Surely a person shouldn't need to be this strong To endure so much heartache at the hands of precious ones Memories pushed deep within scream to be let free I silenced them with my strength Until you came along, the one who see's me Asking angry questions that destroyed my defences Now as weak and feeble as a child I sob on my bed As the betrayal floods out of my mouth, ripping my heart in two Hurtful words and feelings swirling around in my head As the memory corpses escape their graves to roam free once more. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 236 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Jussy74 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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