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[aid] => mick
[title] => What I used to be
[time] => 2012-01-13 20:10:58
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[bodytext] => I used to wish on shooting stars and believe the words of lullabies, I used to think time was forever, but I never realized that every hello turns into another goodbye. I used to believe in magic and miracles, My smiles were so wide you could hardly see my eyes, I used to think someone like you would never leave me, But I finally learned my lesson this time. I used to have a laugh that was contagious, and a silly joke that could cheer up your day, I always was the one to lean on, I always knew what to say. I always lived in the moment, Never worried about tomorrow, I would always do my own work, But now I beg, steal and I borrow. I used to be so kind, and cry if I hurt your heart, I used to make every friend forever, but it seems we've grown apart. I swore I would never touch the things I've touched, or say the things I've said, I swore I'd never do the things I've done, But look where my vows have lead. Now I think magic is just silly, And I've lost my kind spirit, I used to give my heart away, But now I can't let you anywhere near it. I've always known change was coming, and to be honest, I've always had a fear. I fear I would become so different I couldn't find my old self, But look what we've got here. I thought I'd always love you, But it seems I was once again wrong, I knew there was a reson I've always feared change, It makes you feel alone in a place you don't belong. Take me back to the days where I believed anything you told me, When I always trusted you, and you always adored me. Take me back to the days where I made you proud, Where you would always smile at the things I said, no matter how rediculous they would sound. I just want to love you again, and find who I used to be, They say you change for the best, But I guess we'll just have to see. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 94 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Katie101 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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