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[aid] => mick
[title] => Then and Now
[time] => 2012-01-02 22:18:21
[hometext] => Then is not Now
[bodytext] => THEN She hides in the dark, alone in bed “I need to keep my thoughts in my head.” She’s a little girl, age barely four “I’m afraid of what’s behind the door.” She covers her ears, to block the shouts “Am I the one they’re fighting about?” She tries to be good, but can’t fit their mold “I’ve done my best to do as I’m told.” She stays real quiet, hears a glass break “I hope they don’t find out I’m awake.” She’s a cute girl, her mother masks well “I don’t want to have to hear them yell” She hears a loud noise, begins to sway “Why doesn’t mommy make him go away?” She had no father, he was long gone “I think the clock says it’s nearly dawn” She listens closely, the door slams shut “Something’s wrong, I feel it in my gut.” She’s scared to move, she lies very still “Mommy’s gonna cry, I know she will.” She stares at the wall, listening for noise “All I hear are a few neighbor boys.” She lies there for what seems like forever “This feels like the longest night ever.” She hears a siren and sees something bright “What’s going on? Are those flashing lights?” She sits up in bed when she hears them knock “Why are they knocking at 6 o’clock?” She is alarmed when she hears them break in “Too many scary things to take in!” She is scared, doesn’t know what to do She stares at her door as a man comes through He sees her there and he nearly cries In her terror, she covers her eyes. He says softly “I’m here to help you” He spreads his arms for her to climb into She lets him hold her close to his chest She tries to speak but her voice is stressed He holds back tears, says “It’ll be okay” He tells her he’ll find her a place to stay She doesn’t understand why he’s there He tries so hard to show her he cares He says to her “Darling close your eyes” He begins to carry her outside Before they make it out the front door She sees her mother lying on the floor She can’t help but scream, her mom is dead His heart breaks, there is nothing to be said. He hands her to the woman medic Hoping she’d be the most empathetic Nothing they did to try to calm her down Could keep her screams from being heard around town NOW That was her story from so long ago Despite the time, she never quite let go Although the impact was still lifelong She took what life gave her and grew strong Now it’s her mission to help girls like her To get through whatever may occur She listens to the girls talk or sob But you’ll never hear her call it a job It’s her purpose, her reason to live She wishes to give all she can give She’s taken her story, sad as can be And found a way to make it her key She’s made it her tool to help those in need And gently teaches them how to proceed That was her story from so long ago But that was not the end of her show I hope you can see, that this shows how The past can’t stop you from living now [comments] => 0 [counter] => 87 [topic] => 31 [informant] => Ciera1423 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => StoryPoetry )
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