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[aid] => mick
[title] => I'm that girl
[time] => 2011-12-27 11:32:10
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[bodytext] => ya know... I'm that girl. Stares in the mirror maybe a little bit too long thinking maybe it'll make me pretty Outside look would think im conceited Yep. I'm that girl. But I can't fake a smile If I need to shut down then that's what I do and I hate it just like everyone around me But the problem is I care what they're thinking I didn't know I started a game. A bad game. A game that could ruin my life. Because you can pretend to be something your not But the further you go into it you realize your not pretending anymore. You become. I looked... My heart was cold Not like a light breeze but a frozen death And the face that looked so innocent has now turned into a streaming block of shame. I said block. I am a block to my creator And I'm everything but confused because i know exactly what happened I got sucked into the pit of the world and that's the worse place to be Does this make me a monster? I can still taste him on my lips but why do I crave it? because for once I feel wanted even when I know it's not always real My home feels so far away... And sometimes I wonder if I lost it I look through my pages of lyrics and it's nothing but depressing What do you wanna write about? I wanna write about something meaningful something that will give me hope because when I'm scared I don't go running to shallow I go running to deep because no matter how lost I am music is the only place here that breaks me free from this world Music is my heart and soul And that music is God Because I'm that girl I fail over and over and if i never recover from this God never left me... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 61 [topic] => 21 [informant] => SarahSmity [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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