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[title] => I once was a man
[time] => 2011-12-26 11:30:09
[hometext] => I had an emotional affair which was ended. but it broke me and my wife. We're separated. On the edge of divorce.
[bodytext] => I once was a man I once was a man With a strong and honest heart Now I’ve become a monster With demons tearing me apart I once held our child in my arms You would look at me and smile Now I can barely hold her My life tainted Dirty and vile I once was a father A husband A priest Now I’m a shell Of everything I’d ever thought I would be. I once was a husband To an endearingly beautiful wife Now I’m barely living Dark nights An isolated life I once was a man Strong and steadfast Unshaken inspired Now I’m a monster Broken and bleeding Disgustingly undesired You once knew me Exactly for what I was born te be Now you see me in shadows And you are scared Scared of me I once was whole With a part of you living within me Now I’m nothing You’ve torn loose And I’m half of what I would ever be. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 76 [topic] => 23 [informant] => joliversa [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => FamilyPoems )
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