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[sid] => 169537
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Infectious Me
[time] => 2011-12-22 02:18:58
[hometext] => On the brink of sickening desperation...... My existence,to slow in it's Murder of me....
[bodytext] => INFECTIOUS ME by: BabyGirl 201 Lately, So, So, Alone... It's never been this Bad before So Exiled, so unfamiliar, so out of place within the area that is supposed to be my own Unwillingness to push myself to Make Changes, CRUSH MY FEARS, Be Aware of Myself,... Diffuculties Smother my ability to choose, positivity, Procrastination & Self Doubt Destroy my ability to Truly see Good Potential Afloat upon the stormy sea..... The whole horizon blazes Pure Hell in the reflection in my eyes...... Overly Self~criticize, Is it the True Self within that I Despise?? Digging through the worn out past, filled with Disgusting Lies... My mask pulled off of my Weak & Foolish Disguise Infinite,Infectious, Injections, Intricate form of Demise... I'm the forgotten Booby Prize, Growing Older hasn't seemed to make me Wise..... Just left counting how many times i've Failed, while I Try.... Is this what it feels like when your Soul Dies??....... auth work Orig author poetry Dana Lynn 2011 [comments] => 1 [counter] => 258 [topic] => 61 [informant] => InfinitePoet [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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