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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Constant Mistake
[time] => 2011-12-18 17:16:29
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[bodytext] => My constant mistake I awake to the new day, dwelling on my mistakes. Mistakes I have made willingly, gladly, and unwisely. They are made quickly, without thought, or much care for benefits they will cause me to reap. My bottom must be thin and hollow, this I know, for I have hit the floor and broke through. Still falling! With each floor it gets darker! I can barely see, I feel as though I'm being swallowed. My constant mistake! No wisdom here! Just pure, unadultered, sorrow. I have lost it all! Nothing gained except regret, self hate, and sadness. Have I finally hit rock bottom? I surely hope so! I'm laying silently, weeping in the darkness of my self made sorrow. The day has come to a close! I have made all the mistakes a man is allowed to make! I have hurt those who were well, created hate were love once overflowed! I cry myself into a desperate, yet soothing sleep. I feel I've made all the mistakes that can be made. Sweet release, rock bottom has set me free, or so I think. My constant mistake, I awake to the new day, dwelling on my past mistakes. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 198 [topic] => 66 [informant] => Sirath [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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