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[sid] => 16737
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[aid] => Mick
[title] => All is lost
[time] => 2003-04-30 00:05:00
[hometext] => Comments/sugestions?
[bodytext] => Such a dark place where I am
I suggest you stay away Or you could wind up like me Being cold and useless to even yourself I am faded for even the world to not see Even I barely notice Ive gone away, I don't know where But I do know I don't want to be here no more I no longer have will or ambition Only dreams of the impossible Could this count for something? I wonder Emptiness takes over all I suppose If I had the guts I would once and for all vanish If only for the sake of once being able to know That I have made at least someone happy I guess it just isn't the wrong time yet Almost everyone I have come to know went away Even the voices in my head only whisper to me Feeling like a teenager once did If I known then how worst it would be, would I have vanished then instead? Copyright © Jeannie T. 2003 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 284 [topic] => 32 [informant] => razorbladerose [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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