Poems On Site: 198,500+ Comments On Poems: 427,000+ Forum Posts: 105,000+ |
Custom Search
|
|
||||
Welcome ! | Home · FAQ · Topics · Web Links · Your Account · Submit Poetry · Top 30 · OldSite Link | 29-May 16:15:18 AEST | ||
|
||||
|
||||
|
|
Array
(
[sid] => 167282
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Thoughts..
[time] => 2011-09-06 23:44:16
[hometext] => This is a draft. I wrote this poem for my boyfriend after I moved away from him:(( I miss him so much.....
[bodytext] => You could say its gotten worse over time. I'm sick of being asked if I'm doing fine. No, I'm not. The sharp pains come again. We can say it'll get better and so I must pretend. But it still tears me up inside, knowing that when I talk to you, I always have to hide. It hurts excessively the longer I let it bleed. Sitting here planted just like a seed. Its like we're drifting apart, and its really breaking my heart. It feels like you no longer care. Being away from you gets harder to bear. I don't know what I'd do if I had to go on living without you. Because I need you like a heart needs a beat. Its getting even more difficult as we speak, I can feel my heart beginning to sink. Like a rose, its wilting very slow, and I'm slowly falling further below.. My life has begun to crumble, as I go further into this tunnel. You say you miss me, you say you love me.. But, yet, I can't believe you. Sometimes, it just doesn't seem true. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 123 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Stephyy87 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
|