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[aid] => mick
[title] => being the head of richard
[time] => 2011-05-27 17:09:29
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[bodytext] => What is the matter in the love I did feel was it real? Or was it just a need within, to know or to ignore For what I feel changes from day to day but please don't take it away. For I need it. Like a moth needs a flame I say the nicest things but do I mean them? Are they a means to an end even I don't know I'm just not sure when I was young. I was always in love, or yearning now? There's no returning. I need to know if love is anything, if outside of me or you? what causes it? Is it always deserved? or true could I live without it? Would I know? I just don't know. I said hello and you ignored. so I misread Our love was dead. And so, two and two made three I thought you loved me and I gloated for I knew I didn't love you time and sympathy convinced me otherwise. And so came an ogre on the rise but even if a fate pulled us together it would cause too much damage in pulling apart I could not allow it to start although, I would come tantalisingly close just to know for my own ego But if I gave in to my ego then I would be left with nothing. Perhaps that is my fate for I am a dreamer. And you were too when I knew you but I know now that I never really knew you. You're just a ghost They are dead [comments] => 0 [counter] => 142 [topic] => 43 [informant] => poeticjestix [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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