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[aid] => mick
[title] => Back To You
[time] => 2011-04-08 10:39:43
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[bodytext] => Seems like after All you've done, I would have learned by now... Sometimes i question how smart i am, I'm shocked by how much i allow... Up and down, emotions flaring, I don't know what more i can do... Deep down i wonder what i am thinking, when i keep coming back to you. And you shout and i cry seeing how deep a hole you've violently thrown me into... But i love you so mcuh, that despite all the scarring, I keep coming back to you. I'm living life, but barely living, worried i'll do something wrong. Being afraid of making you angry makes the days and nights seem slow and long... Bring the wrath, bring the pain, it's what i am accustomed to you. I have no where to turn, no one else to love me, so i keep coming back to you. And you curse and i shake, knowing none of the love you gave me was remotely true. But i love you so much that despite all the tearfall, i keep coming back to you. And i'll say that i'm done, that i'm leaving, so you can no longer break me in two... But i love you so much, that i feel like a liar, cause i keep coming back to you. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 105 [topic] => 61 [informant] => sjoslin16 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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