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[aid] => mick
[title] => In the midst of despair
[time] => 2011-02-21 21:47:08
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[bodytext] => Life taunts me prematurely every morning Like a bully preying on its victim in a playground of people who don’t see I’m told my feelings aren’t real That I’m not myself But I feel like me. I still see me in the mirror, well sort of. I don’t want to die, But wish I didn’t exist. Does this make me a coward? Sinking, sinking, sinking, the water is lapping my feet Can’t anybody else see that? What’s getting me ‘down’? Where to start? Nothing, and everything Circumstance, my brain, my fear, my dread…me, I suppose. A lifetime of disappointment ahead. Smiling when others smile, crying when others cry Pretending that I’m not in a ring with gloves on And losing [comments] => 1 [counter] => 81 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Roswa [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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