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[aid] => mick
[title] => extreme
[time] => 2011-02-03 23:09:15
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[bodytext] => I live in a black and white world Im all in or it's nothing at all. It is an extreme way of being an extreme being I am. I push real hard until something breaks. Some would call this the brink of insanity, I call it an ordinary day in my stilettos. When Im happy it's just a phase of hypo mania and when Im sad I am real sad. It's like a word stuck on the tip of your tongue, you just can't say it but you know it. That is my life a whole Kaleidoscope of pictures I just can't remember how it felt. How it feels to just live it, just breathe it in with out sabotaging it. I will never be able to comfortably just be another girl in a room full of people. Forever I will be the one feeling awfully awkward twirling my straw in my drink, and when I go home I'll feel more alone than ever. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 200 [topic] => 48 [informant] => DanielleMarie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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