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[sid] => 164521
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => it was selfish....
[time] => 2011-01-29 14:19:10
[hometext] => ...
[bodytext] => It was selfish of me to expect you to comfort me when i cried. Forgive me i was only 3. It was selfish of me to expect things from you. Forgive me i was only 6. It was selfish of me to expect you to stay in my life. Forgive me i was only 9. It was selfish of me to expect you to come back. Forgive me i was only 12. It was selfish of me to cry because i knew you were never coming back! Forgive me i was only 15 It was selfish of me to expect you to understand why i was so angry at you! Forgive me i was only 18. It was selfish of me to move on with my life knowing that you would never truly comprehend the extent of my pain. Forgive but i was only your daughter. A long time ago maybe a part of me believed you when you called me selfish and when you said that i took your life from you but i am 24 years old now and i understand that it was selfish of you! you took something from me and that is a mother! where were you when i needed you? where were you when i wanted you? where were you when i loved you? i wanted to believe you were good. i still want to believe it. i want to believe that you left not for your own selfish reasons but i don't know if i can honestly convince myself of that. I forgive you though because if i didn't then i would live with resentment and because i allowed myself to maybe for a second put myself in your shoes i do forgive you! I forgive you because if i don't then i will just be a bitter person all my life and i can't deal with that. I forgive you and i hope that one day you can truly forgive yourself for what you did to us... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 255 [topic] => 48 [informant] => eternityandaday4u [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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