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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Beautiful World of Grey
[time] => 2003-04-22 10:35:00
[hometext] => the first four lines of the fifth stanza mean everything. i am god, but i don't beLIEve in myself, therefore, i am Nothing.
[bodytext] => everyday just feels the same
numb now, learned to ignore all pain can't see through the fog as i stumble along walking in circles, singing the same old song physically, i still remain but, mentally i've gone away where i am now, there's no sensation no landscape, just solid grey everything's just washed away life itself has faded away doubted myself and those around me ***** trust and anyone who expects it now alone, i *****, *****, and moan in this world of human ***** but one day, i'll go away no color, no nothing just that solid wall of grey and everything will wash away life itself will fade away you can't see it in me outside i'm fine but inside i'm screaming trapped within my mind pushing everyone away the whole damn world is after me i'm nothing special, just leave me alone WHY ARE YOU ***** WITH ME? it makes me want to go away to the world of endless grey where all this ***** is washed away where life itself may never stray i've fallen from the stars below and landed in the sky she said she wouldn't watch me kill myself she demanded to know "why?" so, with sorrow i smiled and opened, to her, my mind haven't seen her since she left me behind maybe she has gone away to that world of tombstone grey where existence is washed away and life itself fades away playing with my crippled dolls scorching the towers that rival heaven damning myself, for i am the god that i could not beLIEve in without faith to feed on i'll quickly disappear don't cry for me because i'm dead it's you whom i pity, my dear for you remain in that ever-dead world with zombies everywhere in that world where misery is so contagious it must be in the air but, i have ascended i've gone away to my paradise, to my beautiful world of grey where all my memories, my thoughts, my pain are mercifully washed away where nothing matters, where Nothing Is where life may never stray where everything fades away [comments] => 5 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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