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[sid] => 163855
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Suicide
[time] => 2010-12-22 00:54:49
[hometext] => I am Sorry
[bodytext] => My Suicide As i Sit on the floor in corner of my Room i stare for hours with tears in the Mirror My Reflection is Frightend . Filled with terror . My Suicide my Suicide you think you kno me but you dont you kno the girl who acts as if shes not hurt im bruised for life . Enternal Bleeding It hurts soo bad its an Angry Feeling my suicide , my suicide My Smile is Fake This feeling wont escape Soo i'll escape it . Leaving my Body and this face noo more lies . i am not happy . i wont pretend now that the fear has stabbed me My suicide my Suicide My body wont move i am frozed i am doomed i am asamed of these thoughts im so confused So its my suicide i take these pills then start to panic my emotions disappear this is how i'll have it the clock is ticking . my time will soon be up i am no longer trapped , i am no longer stuck i'll leave this body these ***** feelings i wont be confused cus these pills will heal me I hate my thoughts . I want them to End . Soo i take these pills one more time once again i close my eyes praying to god he lets me die i'll leave this note bald in my hand This is my Goodbye it all will end Dear suicide my suicde will you be my bestfriend ? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 14 [informant] => TheGirl [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DreamsandWishes )
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