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[title] => broken sobriety
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[bodytext] => Winter is here and holidays are hard for people like me. Shame is what I feel with each empty baggy that I scrape. Along with a dagger in my mothers heart. They think im clean and sober as I lie and lie all along. The guilty feeling eats away at me and all I wish for is to live a normal life. Those pretty earings dad gave me last christmas with the diamond flowers have been sold along with my soul. I long to overdose and be dead and gone for I have failed everyone I love and myself. Im sick of my pity partys and im sick to my stomach of myself. I try to kick it lord I try, but the chills and the pain just never seem to pass. I look back and try to find the girl I used to be, the one who swore she would never do such terrible things I have done. It's true what they say we all become what we promised ourselves we would never be like. It could happen to anyone noone is immune to this. So take a picture and point your fingers in disgust, I look so normal and healthy but im just a minute away from a heart attack. Noone knows the extent of my addiction like I do. You think your kids are safe behind your picket fences but heroin is the new surburban white kids drug. [comments] => 4 [counter] => 271 [topic] => 66 [informant] => Daniellemarie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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