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[aid] => mick
[title] => Pretender
[time] => 2010-11-14 15:15:35
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[bodytext] => After all is said and done I've been broken and torn apart put on a big fake grin but in the end I'm still left with me. No one ever told me how to cope. sometimes I drink sometimes I smoke antidepressants become my dope to numb the pain that encompasses me. I'm like a volcano about to explode my anger devours anyone near to me but it is just a result of the pain that will not die pain and sadness always lingering at my side I try to pretend it is not there and for a time it will subside but like the weather it is unpredictable cycles that always return even though I try to discern [comments] => 0 [counter] => 100 [topic] => 65 [informant] => runawayangel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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