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[sid] => 162812
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Abusive Love
[time] => 2010-10-18 16:25:44
[hometext] => I wrote this because i just broke up with my abusive boyfriend, and these are my thoughts before, during and now after the relationship.
[bodytext] => Happy, confident, strong was what I tried to be Insecure, lonely and hurting was the real me Put on the brave face everyday Secretly hoping somebody would whisk me away When I least expected is when he came Finally someone to erase my pain For once felt loved, beautiful and cherished Thought in my heart our love would never perish So giddy and happy couldn’t frown if I tried He assured me one day I would be his bride As time went on his shine slowly faded As I sat blind and increasing jaded Begged him to stop or I would leave Said he would kill himself, and the blame would be on me Control, jealously and anger became the norm Should have known to walk before the storm He promised to change and become a new person “Change” lasted a day and then would it would worsen Pushing, grabbing and bruises I tried to forget Loved him too much and ignored the threat Then came the day the final line was crossed Police cars came blazing and I became lost I broke it off thinking I’d feel strong As time goes on I’ve discovered I was wrong I’m broken, sad and falling apart Because whether I like it or not I gave him my heart I try to move on and forget everyday Nothing I do helps, the pain just stays. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 48 [informant] => SouthernBelle [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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