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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Seeking Simplicity
[time] => 2003-04-19 22:45:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => My hard outershell
is eating away at my soft insides. The confusion and terror are showing through, and taking away the wisdom I pretend to have. I want to get through this- quickly. I want to be done with wondering- who am I, where will I end up, how will I make it in this hell of a world. I want to run to mommy, daddy, anyone who will help me. I don't want to be the one making decisions, or growing up. I don't know what to do, what to say, or how to act. I feel so fake I feel so lost I feel so... indecisive. I'm happy, but I'm scared. I'm organized, but I'm a mess. I'm discontent, but I have nothing to express. What to do, what to do... with a feeling that turns you blue... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 168 [topic] => 48 [informant] => vampy [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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