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Behind My Smile

Contributed by MissJones on Friday, 18th June 2010 @ 10:55:48 AM in AEST
Topic: selfstruggles



Behind my smile

I'm sinking again into the bottemless hole of sorrow,
Hanging onto the hope of the manic rising up again tomorrow,
My heart bleeds as it races ahead of my mind,
Thoughts racing like thier running out of time,
One half of me's telling the other i'll be fine,
While the others hurting, sinking, crying.

The teared stain pillow reads the story of my life,
How i smile in the day unleash the heatache at night.
Keep composure, no emotional exposure, remain strong...hold on.
But now...The strentgh is gone.

Up and down the rollercoaster is draining. Memories paining me to re-call,
Running into the writtings of the brick wall,
It grazes me inside...tempts that contemplation to die,
There's a fight, 'cus i'm not ready to die, i've still got it in me to try,
Grit my teeth and bare the strife,
Embrace the pure rain of life.

Hold on to the bright future in which i believe i hold,
Truth be told, my time will come but the stuggle will never be done,
I can rejoice in fake fun, but theres an emptiness i can't overcome,
So i sucome to the sadness behind my eyes,
The sadness i try so hard to hide.........

With my smile.


Stephanie Jones 2010




Copyright © MissJones ... [ 2010-06-18 10:55:48]
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Re: Behind My Smile (User Rating: 1 )
by brialuv on Friday, 18th June 2010 @ 12:08:24 PM AEST
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nice poem !


Re: Behind My Smile (User Rating: 1 )
by northernlights on Friday, 18th June 2010 @ 02:25:43 PM AEST
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The pivotal line and the summary of bipolar.... there's a fight,' cuz I'm not ready to die, I've still got it in me to try, well written


Re: Behind My Smile (User Rating: 1 )
by fish on Friday, 18th June 2010 @ 03:32:32 PM AEST
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i love this piece, it reads just fine and sweet.
keep at the pen.


Re: Behind My Smile (User Rating: 1 )
by Avataar on Saturday, 19th June 2010 @ 07:44:09 AM AEST
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Well written...gives a good insight into the life of someone having this disorder..


Re: Behind My Smile (User Rating: 1 )
by joe-joe on Tuesday, 22nd June 2010 @ 09:22:41 AM AEST
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nice write...though bipolar is a ver serious dysfunciton, it's amazing how so many so call normal people (myself included) have these same feelings behind our smiles...


Re: Behind My Smile (User Rating: 1 )
by MoonlitSilverWolf on Tuesday, 22nd June 2010 @ 01:05:38 PM AEST
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your writes are perfect with what i see and hear from my spouse all the time, my heart goes out to you in hopes that you will live in a happier tomorrow
~Moonlitsilverwolf




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