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[aid] => mick
[title] => Mistake
[time] => 2010-05-08 18:26:44
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => No matter how I do the math, the answers still the same. 1+0=1, and that will never change. I lost my chance at finding love, that day I said goodbye. Though I didn’t it know it than, I loved you more than life. Now that I am left alone, I find that I’m the fool. I wish there were a time machine to take me back to you. Staring at your picture now, I find that I was blind. How could I not see the love that shined within you eye’s? Nothing ever makes me cry, the way these memories do. There’s not a night I fall asleep, and do not dream of you. And though these dreams are vivid, yes. I know that there not real. I wonder why I even try to find a way to deal. Tempting is the thought of death. A reverie from pain. Better that than live a life where I don’t see your face. Knowing you will not forgive the way I let you down. Solidifies the choice I made to end my life rite now. I can’t go on another day without you being near. The pain would be to much to take. It’d be to much to bare. I’m sorry that I let you down in oh so many ways. I’m sorry that I turned away the love you freely gave. I’ve taken all the pills I have. And soon my breath will cease. It’s hard to make out anything. My visions getting weak. As I take my final breath I clearly see your face. As I take my final breath, I die with my mistake. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 139 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Nevilleconnie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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