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[sid] => 159603
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[aid] => mick
[title] => pain
[time] => 2010-05-06 14:38:43
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[bodytext] => i sit here and cry feel so empty dont need anyone just need to be all alone why would any one care about me i had enough of this ***** just leave me alone take the blades to my arms i dont need anyone im just a waste of time i feel so lost just want to die i hope that day is soon sitting in the dark room all the time ***** it today is my day to die im going to take as many pills as i can that hs to kill me all these pills im done with this world feeling like ***** all the time i sit here in pain all the time try so hard to keep the tears in i just want to ***** die this pain is just to much all i want to do right now is slit my throat im useless to everyone there is no point to life ***** just kill me all ready people would not think im in this much pain its hiden on the inside people dont need to no i cant take any more just dont no any more want to die so bad today is that day going to take a big od no one needs me here i want to hang myself feel more pain whats the difference dont even try to help me i dont even feel safe inside of me so how do people feel safe around me i dont belong in this worl every day i try now im done trying i dont need people to care or worrie about me [comments] => 2 [counter] => 134 [topic] => 6 [informant] => boo-boo [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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