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[aid] => mick
[title] => The Silhouette Television
[time] => 2010-03-31 19:31:12
[hometext] => 24, alone, and not making any progress
[bodytext] => So empty and black My reflection comes back And its blank with no expression Not on this television The couch is a theater I'm in the audience alone Looking through for answers And reality is shown I could play video games But I'm jaded to excitement Anger, pain, and misery These things are numb inside of me When its hot I put on the air In the cold, I turn up the heat At the office, I'm in a corner And I'm never on my feet The time it keeps going I've stopped drinking to slow it down But life seems so distant When observed from out of bounds And these thoughts they make it worse Move me further from the herd Make me weird, make me avoided Make me desperate and absurd Crazy ideas to find them The people who are like me Hoboken, Manhattan Is that really what I seek? For now I will keep staring Without enough to leave the house At this blackened face before me Hoping something will arouse [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 61 [informant] => b_rand [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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