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[aid] => mick
[title] => Goodnight
[time] => 2010-03-07 11:10:05
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[bodytext] => My life has changed It’s such a horrible feeling Because it feels like you’ve never been here Guilt just fills me up As each memory of you fades Until the last ones are holding on tight Fighting for me to remember But my time with you was so short 11 years? You were supposed to be here forever But to me, it’s like you was never meant to be here for me To make me happy Because I don’t deserve happiness I feel like all these bad things keep happening Because it’s my fault Is it? I can’t imagine you with me here I try to But every time I do it seems Odd Like I was never meant to have someone to talk to Someone to cry on about boys and teenage stuff I grew up alone Without you shouting at me for the mistakes I made When I did something wrong I wanted you here to tell me off, tell me what to do Say anything to me, but no, I just carried on without you Maybe if you did, I would be different I wish I had the feeling of our times together still with me But they’ve gone, broken, crushed and berried All I can hope for is you can see me now See how much I’ve grown up because of you How I’ve have to grow up unlike anyone else Why can’t I have what everyone else has? I’m jealous of them Because they have one, but where’s mine? I’m grateful for the times we had together But I hate whoever took you away from me And I feel angry at you for leaving me I miss you so much it’s unreal I think about you every single day Nothing will ever change that Just like nothing will ever bring you back I love you You’re in my heart forever Goodnight mummy. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 125 [topic] => 39 [informant] => alice-x [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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