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[aid] => mick
[title] => Moving From the Pain
[time] => 2010-02-25 05:18:53
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[bodytext] => Moving or staying, were the choices I was debating. Through my life I had been waiting, waiting for the day I could close the door of this hell, and lock it shut like a cage or a cell. Never to look back on the choice I could of made, but I chose to stay for the children's sake, though in my mind it felt like a mistake. I chose to stay but I longed to go, and never again would I have the choice to go. Now I have to wait another one to two years, till I can move out and start my career. I am going to join the Navy I have decided, that should get me away for a good long while. Then we shall see what she will do, with no one to punish she'll go coo coo. I smile to myself when I think of the day, when I move out and my pain goes away. There ain't nothing the Navy can do, nothing can compare to what I've been through. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 61 [informant] => DarkWolf [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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