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[sid] => 15767
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => I Am Possessed
[time] => 2003-04-11 14:35:00
[hometext] => Have you ever felt like you're not really who you are anymore and someone has taken over your life?
[bodytext] => I ain't your little girl
I'm not her anymore. I'm a grown up now The one you should ignore. This is what I've grown up to be. Sitting back drinking And smoking my weed. I'm feeling kinda dizzy As I sit on my bed. I feel asif there's a black hole Deep inside my head. This is the world The one that I live in. It is so full Of hatred and sin. What if this is all a dream And I'm not really alive. Then I wake up to find out I won't be able to survive. I wake up to yelling And fights until the end of time. What if they treat me Asif I commited the world's biggest crime. My thoughts run wild Of what I should do. If I don't know Then why should you? I am so confused That I feel depressed. Maybe this isn't me And I am possessed. Maybe there's a demon Inside of me. A cold-hearted one That you cannot see. Cause this doesn't feel like me I don't know who I am anymore. I feel asif inside of me Someone's playing tug-of-war. Inside of me I feel: Wickedness I'm distressed. Depression I AM possessed! [comments] => 4 [counter] => 171 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Val [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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