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[sid] => 156796
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => everyday
[time] => 2010-01-19 06:42:54
[hometext] => didnt know i had these emotions but i started to write and this is what i ended up with. pain
[bodytext] => I remember the way you use to laugh at all the crazy things I use to do but now you’ve changed. You’ve changed the way I act they way I think you’ve changed everything about me I don’t know who I am anymore I use to stand so proud now I’m falling and I hope this will all be over soon and I wish you could see what you’ve done how its not me but you don’t even care I remember when you use to notices when things were wrong but your so blind, so blind you don’t even see the sadness that lingers in my eyes the shine that was once there has now faded everyday’s a nightmare always trying to dry the tears that run down my face I close my eyes there’s no relief deeper I cut not feeling what’s coming next as the blood flows down my wrists I laugh all I see is the pain that flows out yet it doesn’t leave everyday I feel this pain everyday it gets harder to escape finally I bring the knife to my throat im gone I left the pain for you to feel for you to feel what I felt everyday of my life [comments] => 2 [counter] => 229 [topic] => 36 [informant] => lost-jill [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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